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Wednesday, January 7, 2009

I got this text message today and it almost made me cry. It had this beautiful picture with it to. The text reads

I got this text message today and it almost made me cry. It had this beautiful picture with it to. The text reads
"the worst thing is holding on to someone who doesnt want to be held on to. Dont fall for someone unless they are willing to catch you. The thing about falling in love is that if you do it right, you'll never hit the ground. Life is to short to be anything but happy. So kiss slowly. Love deeply. Forgive quickly. Take chances & never have regrets. Forget the past but remember what it taught you. Sometimes you have to just to smile, pretend everything is ok, hold the tears back and walk away. If you wany to see your rainbow you must go through the rain. If you want true love you must go through pain. Women were made from a man's rib, not from his head to be superior, not from his feet to be walked on, but from his side to be equal, from under the arm to be protected, and from next to the heart to be loved."

All u could say is "dag"
Its so tru
My life
What should i do


Sent from my iPod

Tuesday, January 6, 2009

Settling for less

Settling for less

Man what a topic.
Most of everybodies life deals with the situation of " am i setteling?". They tell you to never settle, cuz there is always something more or better out there. But what if what is right here, is exactly what you want. So you wouldnt be settle'n it would be what you want. But what if that person isnt who God wants for you?! I mean maybe that is tbe person that he has for you but God hasnt got them ready for you just yet. You never know.

Settling for less isnt only in relationships, its other parts of daily life.
Such as your living situation or your position at work. You are able to have any thing you want. With God your not limited to only you give your self. But you have to see that you are worth more.

I mean im preaching to myself. I see that im worth more but im still stuck in the same place. Im trying to get my self to see that im really worth more than i really think i am.

When it comes to relationships i see myself struggling to prove that i am the best woman out here, im the best choice to make. I tell em you better get me now, "put a ring on it", before its to late. But i shouldnt have to prompt someone to understand that, cuz i and everybody else sees that im a damn good woman and i should have first priority in your life. BUT i see my self just sittin and waitin for ppl to see that. And yea i know, thats settle'n. When there are plenty of men that would break their back for me and want to be the love of my life. Uuugh!

Change is gonna come!

Settling in your daily life is another set back to your own dreams. You know that you want to succeed but your lazy. IM LAZY! And i know it. But there has got to be an attitude change where you dont want to be in this place that you are used to. I know im really talkin to my self, but there is sooooooo much more things in your reach, you just got to reach for it.

Start reaching!


Sent from my iPod

Monday, January 5, 2009

dag

dag
My life
My life
My life
So i was sleep one nite, well maybe trying to fall asleep when all of assuden something came to me. I believe it was God telling me that something great was going to happen in my life something BIG!
Im still not sure what it is or when its gonna be. But im sure its gonna happen. No im positive that its gonna happen. Its crazy though to speak something into your life. The hardest thing is to believe that its coming. No really the hardest thing is moving the things out of your life thats preventing your change. "Your change is gonna come". That song stuck with me all day. It brought me peice through the day. Cuz the things that where going through my mind today was messing me up.

Man my life, im just wondering what path its gonna take. Im scared but excited at the same time.

My life my life


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Sunday, January 4, 2009

shawty is a vixen

Yes shawty is a vixen
He knows just what he's missing
And thats fine cause soon this ass he will be kissing
Just dipping and dabble'n in my love
Trying to get back on that level when he was above the rest
Cuz now comes the test where you'll have to prove yourself
Cuz what i was doing before was messing with my health
So im putting me on top of the shelf
Where im higher than everyone else
And where i can see
What you can try to do to me before you think about hurting me

just observing

You know as i sit back and read these status and profiles i never really umderstand how ppl can be so prest over ppl they barely knw. Or ppl that they dont kno at all. Ppl feel like they have ties to these ppl but in reality they just meet in the club an went home and got on FB and added them. And automatically think they are that cool with them to ask them for favors. Its just funny. Like one guy i know he has everything going for him. Has his own company, helps you plan your weekends, and who's salary speaks for its self. I personally look up to him, for his business ethic. But others look up to him as a gateway. "oh gurl you know ***** o he be running stuff up at the club gurl, imma see if he can get me cool wit such in such". Or "ay dawg i went to high school wit that nigga man we go back imma ask him if he can hook me up wit promotin', cuz he be gettin the bait".
Yea its funny but its true. Everybody os trying to get ahead but you cant be using people. Ive noticed that people that are on top of their stuff dont really want to lend that helping hand either. And most of the time they are not. Thats why you have to be the one to push your self. And push your brand. Yea sure you can be an OA promoter (just an example, cuz i support yall all the way) but maybe you can be an owner of something. But they say u got to start from the bottom and work your way to the top. But id rather start from the top and stay there.