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Tuesday, December 15, 2009

God has the Ball .... he shoots .... he...____

Sometimes it seems like things won't change. I get put in the same
situation time and time again. Falling for somebody that could live
without me being on their agenda. I kno u have to be patient.. I'm
just really wanting things to go my way sometimes.. Lord i don't ask
for anything immoral.. I just ask for just for a friendship to grow to
something more.. But I guess the only thing I can do is leave it in
your hands.. So I made the first play.. Lord now I'm giving you the
ball.. I don't even know what to expect anymore.. All I can do is
leave it be..


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And it happens.. Karma... Wow didnt know how long it was gonna take to actually see it take place... i mean i really dont want someone to be hurt like i was.... but hey you cant stop it when it happens... it comes faster than the midnight train to Georgia... People always try to make karma come with there own hands... NOPE not gonna happen... Stop trying to go out here ladies and finding a man just to make ur old jont jealous ... it works for a second .. but not the outcome you what you want it to be... trust me i kno... But that was just an example of how you know that karma isnt created by man... God has more than enough to do with that.. yes someone hurt you or did u wrong... but just know that one day .. we never know when .. but they will endure the same hurt and pain as you... As many times that i have been hurt by family, so called friends, and men/boys/dudes.. i have hoped and prayed that they will feel the same way as i did... but how does that sound .. terrible, right?? ... Right.. so dont worry how that person will "feel your pain".. because you know what .. YOU'LL NEVER SEE IT! .... you'll know when they are finished going through though.. well atleast i do...